Tuesday, October 6, 2009

extreme hypocritical me

it's my middle-tests' week :(
gotta study. no provoking.
but i need to admit, along these few weeks.
the overflow emotions i've been feeling, are just way too exaggerate.

a bunch of kids at my campus are playing fad-and-heed.
they LOVE seeking attention, stormy.
they have this clique where I can't find the importance in forming it (okay, up to them).
and... i don't like them. (yes, i AM an extreme hypocritical)

do I need to wail more?
or I just have to fess up that I'm actually cankered.
I'm human.

or maybe I got all sentiment on 'em cause one of the limb once did a serious trespass to my line.
still, according to my margin, not his. dang.

so then, I get all melancholy easily and always look on their actions halfheartedly.

I know this is wrong, but I'm not out of my mind.
I DON'T LIKE THEM!!

i have some introspection to do.
I'm bad. save me :(

"Keep a fair-sized cemetery in your backyard in which to bury the faults of your friends."

I forgive. but I don't forget.

Labels: anger, college, friends, life

by mELaa o.O~ at 12:48 AM :)