Wednesday, August 4, 2010
tears
Sometimes when I pray,I selfishly ask God to dry out away all of my tears
so that i can always make you smile.
But somehow,
tears is the only way i know to response joy, pain, sorrow, cheerfulness, and longing.
i tear up each time i realize you're mine.
i tear up each time i realize you're angry at me.
i tear up each time i realize you're happy because of me.
i tear up each time i realize you're the one i need.
i tear up each time i realize we're far apart.
i tear up each time i realize you're not beside me.
i tear up each time i realize you're sad because of me.
i tear up each time i realize i disappoint you.
i tear up each time i realize how much miss you.
i tear up each time i realize i just cant stay away from you.
i tear up each time i realize our conversation is awkward.
i tear up each time i realize how stupid i am to disappoint you.
i tear up each time i realize that i'm relieved i have you.
i tear up each time i realize just how much you mean to me.
i tear up each time i realize just how much i love you.
if i could drain these tears away just to make you smile, i would do it right away.
God, wash away my tears, make it all go away..
I heard the teardrop hit my pillow before I even knew I was crying.
~Terri Guillemets
~Terri Guillemets
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