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a lot of grammatical errors lol,
some dramas that surround my life,
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a lot of ordinary stories from
an ordinary teenager kid.
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Mela. all rights reserved.

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

maybe it's too soon, but i cant help it

i found him
who's very sweet

i found him
who sweeps me off my feet

i found him
when i wasn't looking

i found him
and grew a smile

i found somebody
something I thought I'd never do again

i found him
for me

6 years:
is a fading love worth clinging when it's already out of the edge?
trembling was what I did when i thought he never seemed to care.
and yes, he didn't care.
the one I'm talking about, is different with the sweetheart above.

just came:
the writing above is about my savior.
though we're the completely opposite
in so many ways,
but u never get to pick the ones you fall in love with, do you?
still, i dont want to say it's love.
but he just always makes my day perfect.
it is just so weird, how just one person
can make me feel so great, every time I'm down.
he can brighten up my day, anytime I have a frown.
he's my best friend.


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Saturday, February 21, 2009

I am...

erasing. all.

keep it in heart. but not mind.

replacing. all.

starting. now.

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Friday, February 20, 2009


today i smile.
without faking it.

with the heart.

the fact that you're my best friend
is awesome.


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Thursday, February 19, 2009

damn life

i love my life. random, but true.


all is well

"i'd sleep under the moon and stars
beneath the sky so vast
just to dream about you...
because once the bait is released
you take it on faith...
you take it to the heart..."

what a week it has been!
today was one crazy day.
actually these last few days WERE madly craziie..
Some good, some bad.

anywayy, a day after v-day, I was totally crushed.
my long-lost crush that I figured out keeping eyes on me,
dumped me.
without any reason.
I never even talked to him.
and he sent me several messages saying
"u still like me, dont you? i like you as a friend, sorry. no offense."
*sorry, not that rude. but that's his main point*
wTf??!! a sudden attack cracked my tears down.
i'm broken heart, officially.

now I realized, I deserve better.
but God, thanks for this sucking 6 years experience falling for him.
in the end, all just well. I just have to move on :D

you were the worst thing to happen to me, but in the end, you were the best thing.


relievedddd, i felt so happy after you left. of course, tears did shed, but now
im free of troubles, free of the pain, free of everything.
cause it's all been given away now. now stay that way. dont come back.
no need to change.

and... someone made my day today!

and 2 guys brought it down... =[

well, need to study history :'(

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Thursday, February 12, 2009


busy busy busy weeks