Thursday, February 19, 2009

all is well

"i'd sleep under the moon and stars
beneath the sky so vast
just to dream about you...
because once the bait is released
you take it on faith...
you take it to the heart..."


what a week it has been!
today was one crazy day.
actually these last few days WERE madly craziie..
Some good, some bad.

anywayy, a day after v-day, I was totally crushed.
my long-lost crush that I figured out keeping eyes on me,
dumped me.
without any reason.
I never even talked to him.
and he sent me several messages saying
"u still like me, dont you? i like you as a friend, sorry. no offense."
*sorry, not that rude. but that's his main point*
wTf??!! a sudden attack cracked my tears down.
i'm broken heart, officially.

now I realized, I deserve better.
but God, thanks for this sucking 6 years experience falling for him.
in the end, all just well. I just have to move on :D

you were the worst thing to happen to me, but in the end, you were the best thing.

thanks.

relievedddd, i felt so happy after you left. of course, tears did shed, but now
im free of troubles, free of the pain, free of everything.
cause it's all been given away now. now stay that way. dont come back.
no need to change.


and... someone made my day today!

and 2 guys brought it down... =[

well, need to study history :'(

Labels: busy, crap, feelings, friends, idle streaks, life, love, miracle, s.4, school

by mELaa o.O~ at 3:10 AM :)