Friday, January 9, 2009
the padlock is a heart that needs a painless key
i'm insane.
If anyone doubted that it really is him that keeps me sane, they don’t anymore.
all the side-effects of not getting to see to him are going to surface my mood.
Sometimes, I wonder...
How many times can a heart get broken and shattered, before it is beyond repair?
How much can one take, before it is just too much to bear?
let the ship of my bruised passion
sink like the needle in sand
filling my insanity
with every broken piece of you
with every scrap of hate
that you’ve harbored for so long
you are my star
with one small smile
you lighten up my fragile soul
the part of loving you
is one beautiful misery
what harder is the waiting part
the hardest is to smile for you
when I want to cry
if you ever want a love
that is selfless
I'm waiting
Life without him’s been good lately, and I’ve forgotten how to handle that.sink like the needle in sand
filling my insanity
with every broken piece of you
with every scrap of hate
that you’ve harbored for so long
you are my star
with one small smile
you lighten up my fragile soul
the part of loving you
is one beautiful misery
what harder is the waiting part
the hardest is to smile for you
when I want to cry
if you ever want a love
that is selfless
I'm waiting
I think these words are my safe haven.
My friends are my second spot to isolate my feeling from this.
I know I planned to forget him, but I knew I won't succeed.
but I’m not going to let it kill me as much as writing that did.
sunday is two days away.
waiting kills.
too much of a drama?
well just shut the hell up.
peace--
Labels: falling even more in love with him, feelings, hell, idle streaks, love
by mELaa o.O~ at 12:54 AM :)
1 Comments:
mela ciayoo.
km mau lupano sg mbok senengi?
huaaa its gonna be a tough, long, and lonely lonely road.
tp is la! wkwk gud luck beyb huakak
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