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Sunday, December 28, 2008

avoiding the drama

When love has come, but soon is gone...
It begs the question
Was it there?

The love was just a figment
Something we could ponder
But never express

Could love be the healing?
Healing from the hatred
The hatred from my tears
We needed this to release the stain

Willingly to be stainless
But the love is still clinging in my eyes

Though i tried to forget u
But my heart remembers u faster than my mind

Love... Is it a sin?

-taken from my old blog-
(I posted it at my oct 21st post, but I post it again here)

I wish I can turn back time and unspeak every word I said to you.
Feeling naive won't make me bond with you, it'll only lacerate the heart that has been torn into pieces.
You hold up so many attempts to be a pundit, but no hell ways to at least reply my good night messages.
Now I'm clueless...
You're mean. You're cruel. You're heartless. You're selfish. You're cold.
And those are lies.

The week comes to an end and starts off again today.
my my, the agony will laugh at me once again.
uncanny, but sure.


just like the stupid old proverb says (by moi, of course):
Loving while wasting is a fcking dumb-ass' conduct.


lovely~


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1 Comments:

Anonymous thania said...

cup2 mela cup2222
*hix*
resolusi taun baru opo mel? wakakak
lupano dee?

December 29, 2008 at 4:55 PM 

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