Monday, January 19, 2009

a soulful hypocrite 24/7

cant say no to that.
I'm a total hypocrite, especially around my friends.
acting overwhelming is one of my specialities.
but sometimes when I overdo it, it becomes a pure mask.
my jaw craves to stop, no need to push it.
It's funny when you see someone and you look yourself in him, but keep blaspheming him with cocky slanders. what a hypocrite.
That's human. act as if you're right, you'll get straight A's in life.
I wanna end it multiple times, but the figure of who I am and what I am seems to be missing for them.
I mean, that’s not all that’s gone on. But that’s the most important stuff.
I wanna be me.
but why I can't?
I feel more comfortable with my classmates, as in they're my family package.
love them.
but my close friends? as if you can say they're close...
still need to think and decide which is best...

just fyi: I'm not like this.


rofl.

Labels: falling even more in love with him, feelings, friends, hypocrite, idle streaks, life

by mELaa o.O~ at 2:54 AM :)