if today would be partly cloudy, i would laugh in joy.
for today i will see you.
and entertaining myself with the stabbing pain
that i deserve since long ago.
wish we'll have some random moments together.
but i know the insecurity when you're around me.
the words are utterly crushed before i spit them out.
no another chance to prove myself.
crystal clear.
you've chosen.

just please
dont break her heart.
dont play her heart.
dont stab her heart.


smiling :)